
Wow!! I'm really needing to get some weight off, wishing I could get inspired by more than what I see in the mirror each day. My 40th is lurking around the corner, we joined the gym this week, now I just need to get my big butt in there.

Today is the day every year that is toughest for me. It marks the anniversary of my mom's death. It's been fours years and I still want to pick up the phone and call her all of the time. I think about her when I'm driving home from work and see a pretty sunset or remember the stories she used to tell me about violets being thrones for fairies and moss being the grand capreting for their homes. I used to lay under trees on my belly and imagine their lives and wish a fairy would happen along that second. I made houses for them out of moss and bark.